Life Changes

Change can be subtle or brutal.
In my life it was brutal.
A near death experience, fear, lashing out at people I care about.

My loving husband writing friends and explaining morphine can be pretty hard on a person. No Excuses, simply explanations. Some responded, some ran.
Change, Choice, life

Time settles things, I have learned what I can and can not do.
Doesn’t make me happy but at least I know!

I have managed to alienate people I wanted to know. I sincerely regret that.
I have behaved in ways I would never have believed myself capable of.

I know where I will spend eternity thru the grace and sacrifice of Jesus Christ.

I have a husband who is always willing to let me curl on his lap and cry.
Then when the tears are done to speak to me as an intelligent person…
How much better can that be?

We none of us know when life will end.
But we can do our best to live fully and
Grow in grace and knowledge.
And keep smiling.. you may never know how that smile kept someone going.